Hey there! 🙂
I almost went to bed without writing, but I think is been good for me to keep this for almost a week now. Even if I don’t really have nothing to say, it makes my mind reflect and it makes me tune into myself again.
I feel a lot today again, but in a very good and magical way. I feel that it’s important for me to be able to laugh at some situations, that in the past would have make me sad or frustrated.
Besides LOTR, I’ve been watching this amazing channel, about a girl a little bit older than myself, she has the most amazing channel. The place where she lives is in the north of Sweden, and I found her videos because I was interested in the sound of the ice. But ever since, I have been looking at her lifestyle. And I fell in love completely with it.
Even though it’s 100% different from my lifestyle due to climate, she’s soooooo intune with nature. And Sweden ohhhh!!!! I hope to go there someday. So beautiful!!!! All the snow, the dim light of candles, the fires, the almost 23hrs of winter it all resound to me so magical. Definitely a place I would love to visit someday.
I’m so inspired to do and be myself, and I’m craving nature soooooo badly. Really. I’ve been looking for places to go to the beach, and it’s quite difficult. I didn’t think it would be that way.
I want soooooo badly to dance and run in the sand, put my feet in the water, feel the breeze touching my body. Looking at palm trees while drinking coconut water. Then falling asleep in a hammock reading a good book. Then swimming all that I haven’t been able to swim.
Or, go to the mountains and climb, feel the fresh air, feeling cool wheater. Taking a cup of coffee, or a cup of hot chocolate. Smelling the smell of countryside, of horses, oh!!!
If I had to choose a smell, it would be the smell of horses. I don’t know what it is with that smell, but I LOVE it. Makes me feel happy and free and caring, miss all that so much. I know I need to be patient. I will be able to do all this. Again. I know.
My heart is so unbelievable big right now. I wish I could give back all the love I feel. It’s so weird, but it exists and I’m happy.
Okey, this was a very random post, but tomorrow I’m talking to a friend who lives in Barcelona. I’m looking forward so much to talk to her, we have almost the same matching tattoos in our hands.
There’s a reason to it, a story to it. That I will tell maybe near my birthday.
I hug you, thanks for reading. Bye bye for now.
Love, Calu R.